Wednesday, August 17, 2011
What does it mean if you dream you are walking on ice with a girl you really like?
This is my dream: I was talking to a girl and we had some sort of conflict (the scene is a small frozen-over lake in the mountains, scenery beautiful, moonlit and snowy, with a lot of people there. It was sort of like a party, quiet and serene, and in the same time, majestic and wonderful) and she walked away. I remember that I had complete control over myself and I pushed myself to get up from my sitting place (which was a rock) and walk over to her. I said with my most sincere smile on my face, "Hey, I'm sorry. That's not what I meant. Let's go on the ice." She looked straight up at me with an expression of curiosity and willingness – I felt that she wanted me. She accepted and held her hands out for me and I pulled her up and we went on the ice, but we were only walking on it. I remember I was walking on the ice in shoes, on purpose, and she was too and I was saying to her in good humor, "See, it's not so bad". I also remember my surprise at feeling I was walking on regular ground even though I was on ice; I wasn’t slipping on the ice. Everything was quiet to me, and simply beautiful, like a winter wonderland. Then I was holding her close to me and kissing her, while we were somehow moving across the ice. She melted into my arms and I held her close, keeping her in a kiss. While we were moving across the ice in an embrace, I became especially aware of other girls sitting on the sidelines on some rocks looking at the girl and me in pure disbelief with orange-yellow-red lights - like oval Christmas lights, and a quiet, serene scene of snow behind them. It was as if I was a school geek and the popular girls were looking at me, saying. "Oh... my...god” in disgust, and giving me “the look”, almost as if they were thinking “Why is he with her?” I was pively aware of these "popular" girls and I thought to myself, "Hehe, I love my girl (the one in my arms) and that's that. I'm happy." I didn’t care about those popular girls – my eyes saw them but I was at peace and smiling to myself. I felt safe, euphoric, and simply wonderful. My girl was happy too, and she was still kissing me and smiling, with her eyes closed. After that, we were on a rock overlooking the frozen lake and we were lying down. My hand was on her and I was keeping her close to me and she was looking at me, smiling, with her eyes half-closed. It was as if she was just relaxing and was really happy that I was there, close to her. Throughout the whole dream it seemed as if she was sleepy, except in the beginning of it when she looked straight up at me while I was talking to her (she looked up, with an expression of curiosity and good will – almost as if she wanted me there – and she had beautiful brown eyes). She was smiling in happiness because she was with me throughout the entire dream. After we were on the rock, the dream ended and I woke up, remembering the feeling of euphoria that I had throughout the dream and smiling to myself because of the majestic, beautiful, awesome feeling that I had about that girl. This girl goes to my school and I see her regularly during the school year – my feelings for her have steadily developed during the course of ninth grade and I’m happy whenever I’m around her. However, she has not shown too much interest in me – she’s, how can I explain… neutral. She just flirts every now and then and asks me for help with homework when she needs it, but then again she flirts with everyone, especially her Asian clique. What does this dream mean – other than I like this girl? And does the fact that I’m not Asian and she is have anything to do with anything?
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