How do you interact with other people?

I feel that, in America, it is impossible to share emotions with another human being. What has come of this country? Everyone has an agenda, and a small group of acquaintances. We are all competitors, so we shouldn't make any contact with each other. I have no friends. I spend all day listening to SOAD, Korn, and Slipknot. I can't focus on my schoolwork. I view on a regular basis. I think that I have social phobia. I stay up all night and sleep during the day and miss cles. I don't want to die a premature death. I don't want to be sad. I can't understand why everything in this world is so unfair, it's all luck and randomness. What a sick joke life is.